Can't get this song off my head (: And yea i'm getting lame each day , can't click ?

Photos will be uploaded if i'm free , meeting haida tomorrow with gibberish (:

Lightning struck the spire. May God strike me dead.
I'm really sorry for being a mean friend. When bad things befall on you , i'm like cursing and not being understanding towards you and your family. Really sorry , do take care .

We're sorry .

To my love one,
We are really sorry for causing so much inconvenience to you and to your family. We wanna give you a surprise on tuesday before your operation , you know like an encouragement to you and to see you too. We may be telling you that it will be alright , yea there is still hope , you will survive and all those things.But frankly , in our heart , we are all v.worried or should i say we are all v. scared. We are all afraid that once you enter the operation room , you will just ditch us without telling us. We are so scared that even the one with the strongest heart , broke down . I'm scared too , to lose sucha good friend like you. We can't help thinking you know? We really wanna visit you on tuesday morning, we really wanna wait 10 hours for you to tell us the good news , we really wanna.....But i guess we all didn't handle the situation well. We are sorry for being so selfish , for handling it in our own way without telling you .We are sorry for causing inconvenience to your family and to you. We are sorry for causing more trouble and pain to your family and to you. And i am sorry for cursing abt it and not being understanding towards your family , you and especially towards your dad. I'm so sorry for being so selfish and for being sucha troublemaker .I'm really sorry and i do hope to seek forgiveness from your family , you and your dad .
And lastly , babe please promise us that you will be alright , though we can't visit you on tuesday.You can't just ditch us like that , especially your family. We all love you so please stay strong for all of us, please . I will pray for you and your family. I love you truckloads.

// To Trudy.Wujie.Cui.Rachel.
Hey do stay strong too yea? I love you guys truckloads.

I can't believe that i had so much fun for the last past weeks
that sadness has come to conquer my next few weeks.

Survive Tuesday , my love one.

Though we know each other since sec1 but i only get to know you well this year.
Please give me a chance to know you more , my dear. Promise the gibberish that you must survive, no matter what. So what if the the successful rate for this operation is only 20% , so what if only 1/4 of the people survived . Your operation will be successful, you will be the 1/4 of the people who survived. Syuhaida , i will always pray for you so don't give up hope . We still got so many things to do. Remember our plans ? We still have to meet up with the gibberish , we still have to study together at coffee bean , camwhore together with your new laptop , dye our hair together with sha , the 21 bucks , you still have to see your new born nephew next year during march and etc... So don't give up yea?
We will always be there for you. I love you truckloads (:

わたしは、あなたがいなくて寂しいです
En espérant qu'un jour, vous saurez que vous avez occupé mon cœur.

Ohma sunny is so cute (:

Distance.

Tuesday .

Had our last outing before Mz and MY fly to Korea.

What a pity , MY didn't join us as she has to go to her grandma's house. So only Sharon.Samu.Mz.Polly turn up yesterday. Anyway we rented bikes and cycled our way to Changi Village. It was hell tiring , i guess i'm a bit old for tough activity like that haha . Though it was tiring on our way to Changi Village, i had a sense of achievement when i reached the destination. Well thats not all , had our lunch there before setting off again . This time we tried cycling from Changi Village all the way to Tampines to Pasir Ris. I guess i lost half of my life cycling sucha long distance.

I can really say that i'm luckless. Realised my time of the month had come after cycling and when i'm like so sticky and sweaty , and after 2 bloody months.

Headed to samu's house after that . Haha i totally dozed off during the bus ride.

Whoosh you will never believe how much " fun" we had at samu's house , especially how much " fun" i had.

Yea thats what happen when people treat you like a guy haha. Found bruises on my body when i reached home. Yea thanks bros arh haha. Anyway haha really sorry for pulling you guys hair and knocking you guys head onto each other.Painful right? Dude really sorry yea?

Wow what a long post , i guess we really had a fun time together. Love you guys truckloads for making my day again ( :

//Anyway have a safe trip and have lots of fun there my bro and sis , Mz and My.

// Oh and to gibberish i'm really sorry for not turning up , hope you guys can understand (:

Finally , i got the time to finish watching "You are beautiful". It's really a nice drama , i guess this is the 1st romance drama that i don't wanna miss a part . Its not draggy , only 16 episodes , short and sweet. Anyway really wanna play L4D2 but i can't find the time to play. Arggg... I must really find time for L4D2 before school starts.

A moment to remember.

Last friday morning , i made my way to church for some choir practice for Noah's wedding . Did some cleaning too after the the choir practice. Sharon and i were lingering around the church after practicing while waiting for yeap our bros to finish their task. After finishing wad we were supposed to do , we headed to samu's hse . Slacked at his house while waiting for the time to strike 3.30pm , so that we can meet the rest for the fellowship outing ( fly kite ) . Rain was merciless at that point of time as it decided to make its way down when we were on our way to meet the rest to fly kite. So yeap kiss my ass to fly kite and say hi to bowling . Was kinda of boring but camwhoring took up most of the time ( :

Went to Camel's house to have our dinner after the activity . Whoosh you will never believe cause you can never get to try it. The handmade noodle made by Camel's mum . Delicious !! Sang some songs and had some discussion ( Not in the mood due to exhaustion ). Played murderer after that and that ends my day.

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Saturday , Noah's wedding. Its was v.touching that both my bro and sis beside me started to tear up when Noah wrote a song and sang it for shufen.Haha Sharon.Samu. Went to samu's house after resting at home for awhile and was kinda of shocked upon seeing bro mz sleeping on the sofa, the moment i opened the door.Well rest well at samu's house before making our way to church for fellowship. Didn't attend the fellowship , instead we had a chat at 1st floor. Haha it was kinda of weird at first talking to Samu.Mz, cause this my first time sharing my own stuff with them .Well but i would say that it was nice sharing things with them . (:

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Sunny sunday , as per normal we had service in the morning. Well the guys did a great job , they sang quite well. Nice one uncles and brothers haha (: Stayed back after choir to help out for the BBQ. Played with the charcoals , by spreading it on our faces haha. Had a fun time playing with the kids and getting to know new comers , though it was tiring BBQ-ing the food .

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Had an awesome time for these three days, especially with my gay friends. Thanks much , love you guys truckloads (:

Still waiting for impossible things .
Oh isabel give up and give your eyes
a break !!

My eyes hurt staring at the screen ,

waiting for something impossible .

The little heart.

Drew this since i was super bored haha , Me.Sharon.Samu.Polly.Mz

Survived the children camp from last friday to saturday.

Love my group truckloads, especially those adorable little children .

Was fun hanging out with them , i felt younger lolly (; Anyway my group name is Moses.

Lets not miss out sunday. That sunny day was awesome too , finally i got the chance to have my dinner at blk 85 after sucha long time . Haha love the food down there .

Seriously i think polly is so fortunate.Unlike Pasir ris , Bedok has much more variety of food for you to choose from. Maybe that's the reason why i'm so skinny haha .

Oh monday , the day whereby the research shows that many kids hated this day so much. Well i think i should leave the word "hate" out for a day. I had a wonderful day at sharon's house .

Watched some movies at her house, watched some KBS music bank and played monopoly at her house too (: And lets not forget her mum's chicken rice , AWESOME (:

Trudy, after having such a wonderful meals for this 4 days haha , i guess i should have gain some weight right ?

Pictures will be uploaded if i have the time (: